Every morning when I hear my alarm, I somehow manage to get up from my bed, looking at my blanket and pillow hoping for some miracle to happen so that I may get an extra hour to sleep, but somewhere down the line I know it won’t happen, then I get ready and rush for work, this is how I am spending most of the days of my life. I don’t know but today I am thinking why? Why me? Everyday I just wake up, make my breakfast and go for work and then after getting back again I cook my meal and sleep, this is how my life is going, I am not saying that I don’t like my life or my job, neither I am saying I don’t have fun, infact my parents gave me freedom to move to other city, to make my career, to explore places, to meet new people. I have friends who are like family to me, I am very strong, responsible and all grown up but still sometimes I miss home, sometimes I wonder I could have spend my life more comfortably.
I don’t know why sometimes I feel this way? Is it ok to feel this way? I mean I am a career Oriented girl and I have my ambitions and dreams. I don’t even know if I could even afford to think like this?